28.08.2026 - 22:56



i had an orthodontist appointment today, which went alright all things considered. i had surgery a while ago to expose an impacted canine lodged in my sinus, and they've been trying to move it into the right spot, so i have to make monthly appointments for the foreseeable future. naturally, i understand that it's necessary -- but that doesn't make it any less frustrating having to put myself through this nonsense every month.



on a more fortunate note, i've been having a delightful time playing persona 3 portable !! i'm in a lot of pain right now, so it's kind of hard to get my thoughts in order, but just know that i love this game dearly.

15.08.2026 - 19:08



eek, sorry for being gone for so long !! i do have an excuse, but it's not a particularly good one in any tense of the word.

a couple days ago, an irl friend of mine introduced me to the persona series, and i've become a bit obsessed. whenever i get this way, i find it difficult to care about anything beyond my current obsession, so trying to pull myself away and be on here has been a challenge to say the least.



i don't have much by way of riveting life updates, as i've been spending essentially all my days lately either sleeping or playing persona 3 portable.

06.08.2026 - 23:45



jesus christ, that was a whirlwind.



at first, everything seemed great. i somehow managed to pass summer school, so now i meet the prerequisite for the mathematics classes i really wanted to take. and then it got bad when i learnt someone called in last minute, so i would have to work a double shift, which caused me to also have to go in way earlier than normal. it got even worse when i arrived at work and discovered that the higher ups had called in a different company to repaint basically the entire building, and said company's workers had totally moved all of my shit, so i had to waste a good half hour putting everything back where it was supposed to be.

i'm back from work now, so i guess my good fortune has returned. also, i got invited to join alt avenue !! when i first joined a couple days ago, i really admired the pages of everybody on there, so it's cool that now i'm one of them in a way ^^

06.08.2026 - 14:26



i've been trying to be more active online today. i haven't been feeling the greatest lately for some reason, so it's been difficult to do anything other than lie in bed all day until work. but i really miss talking to all my beloved tumblr mutuals, so i'm trying to get over myself and push through my overwhelming urge to do nothing. it probably sounds really pathetic listening to me talk as if logging onto tumblr is some sort of herculean task, but that's just the type of person i am.

also !! !! i finally read the deltarune 2026 summer newsletter, and i'm so very excited by the stuff mentioned in it. mainly the talk of future merchandise. i almost triggered myself into an asthma attack over the prospect of an official queen plushie.



it's not even 15 yet, and i still have a lot of my day so get through, so don't be surprised if i return later for a second update. i'm scheduled to start work at 20, so if i do post anything else here, it'll most likely be closer to 1-2.

05.08.2026 - 23:30



i'm going to be honest, today was a total bust.



i woke up super late, then ended up binging really badly at lunch. i tried not eating dinner to make up for it, but my father ended up getting really upset with me over it and forcing me to eat anyways. i also have to go to work for the rest of the week, which is unfortunate because i'm supposed to only be scheduled for weekends.

on the bright side, i played some deltarune chapter 5 and omori. i like omori, but due to how big of a game it is, i really struggle with playing it due to a fear of missing content or not getting the "whole experience."

04.08.2026 - 17:27



it's officially day 2, and i actually did things today worthy of writing about. i've also decided to add the time to these entries, because why not ??



today started off pretty poorly, as i woke up at 9 and then stayed there until 13. it only got worse after i finally got up and went to the mall, only for the one thing i went there for to be out of stock. ig god really wanted to kick me when i was already down today, because immediately after cutting my loses and deciding to get something from the tim hortons in the food court, the workers started insisting that i hadn't actually placed an order there ?? even though i literally had the receipt in my hand and was showing it to them ?? the whole day was generally just a mess.

my only consolation is that i managed to score a new talking heads cd from the sunrise records in the mall. so ig i have that going for me.

03.08.2026



hi hi hello guten tag !! i know i already have a tumblr where i can post my ramblings, but i like the idea of spreading my bullshit to as many platforms as possible, so now i'm blogging on here too.

i've considered keeping physical diaries, but i'm too easily bored to actually act on the urge, so this is the next best thing imo. maybe i'll actually remember to update this, we'll see.



by way of actual life updates, today was actually somewhat eventful by my standards. I ended up going into work an hour earlier than usual, and then afterward i went to the store to look for frames for my iron lung posters. they actually did have the perfect frames, but they were humongous and i couldn't handle the potential humiliation of someone i know witnessing me dragging such a thing 4km all the way back to my apartment. i'm still considering potential locations to hand them once i finally find a way to successfully get those frames into my bedroom ....